Have I ever owned a real gun? No. Have I ever shot anyone? No. Am I a Privileged White Male who’s played with guns? You bet your ass.
Then I got me my deerskin jacket. Fringe and deer smell and all. Buttons I could barely do. But I did’em.
Then I got me some six guns. When you’re young, or really little, you need two to get the equalizer effect.
And then you get older. Daddy gets you a long gun for Christmas…
…but he doesn’t let on it’s a BB gun with no BBs in it. He doesn’t want you to put your eye out.
Still, stupid and backward as you are, you keep getting faster on the draw. Till you’re ready for a real gunslinger single rig, with bullets capped one by one by Mattel.
Then I got to be an adult, ten going on eleven. Started wearing ties and jackets and this discreet shoulder harness. In my off-school hours I was Napoleon Solo when I wasn’t James Bond.
Ah, but then the world tipped over into closet underground espionage. You couldn’t even wear your shoulder holster anymore.
About the time I retired from gunplay and went to the real world hell of hand to hand combat with other privileged white male idiots. Who mostly still rule the world, no matter how much you losers hate it.